Thursday, August 6, 2009

Meeting Reagan

Michael texted me last night "hey I got Reagan, you wanna meet her?" ... I hesitantly said "sure!" and instantly became nervous.

About 5 yrs ago now, I was pregnant with his child and made the hardest decision I ever had to make in my life. I did not have the baby and our relationship deteriorated shortly after.

But while him and I were together we did discuss children and even went as far as to pick out names. I wanted a girl... so I decided on 3 names I like, Kennedy, Reagan (I like dead president names) and Mackenzie... Needless to say... him and I broke up and a little over a year ago, he met a girl and with the first two months she was pregnant. Of course she turned out to be crazy and the split up a couple months after she had the baby. They named the baby Reagan McKenzie. The names I picked out for our child. I hoped it was just a coincidence and that his "baby-momma" had just liked these particular names as well. I asked him last night "so, how did yall come up with her name?"... he smirked and his response was "Oh, I picked her entire name!" I was like wtf! "How ya just gonna take my baby names?" He said "well it's not like you were gonna have another kid anyways".

It's a little upsetting. I did want to have another kid... later in life. But that's not even the point... he used the names him and I had picked out... or should we say "I" picked out. He wanted Michelle or Lindsey, some dumb generic names.



She's so adorable though. It mad me sad. =/
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